Awful date leaves me crying in my car

I 29M was on a date with a woman last night. I was incredibly excited to go, I’m not the best looking guy, and have been trying hard to get back into the dating scene, no success. I met this woman at tinder and we went to a bar, I live in kind of a small town so the bar was empty apart from us and the bartender, it was also early in the night. I immediately noticed vibes were off, and she seemed like she didn’t want to be there. When we ordered our drinks, she immediately put one of those drink covers on it to prevent roofies and other drugs like that. As soon as I saw it my heart sank, the date was incredibly awkward and she left in an uber shortly after, I went to my car and cried, I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I don’t know how much longer I can do this thing called life anymore.