Suicide is the only solution

I (19f) have yet to see a convincing argument against suicide. Some say it's not a solution, others say it's a "permanent solution to a temporary problem". You don't know what my problem is or what it feels like. My feelings of suicide and depression aren't temporary. A permanent solution is exactly what I want though and suicide is as permanent as it gets. There's nothing to "heal", I'm not sick. I can explain how I feel and why I feel that way. I'm tired of this sheepish attitude from people, when they try to talk you out of it, for no fucking reason. What the fuck do you care? Why can't I decide? Let me die peacefully, turn it into a fucking business for all I care, I'll pay for it, just let me die quickly, in my sleep. Not everyone can find a place in this fucked up world, what's so hard to understand about that? I can't even talk about it, without everyone dismissing my opinion and forcing me into a hospital for no reason. It's not an illness, just a different opinion. But it's pointless to talk so much, those who don't understand, are not even trying to.

Good luck scraping my remains off the train.