Tired of everything

I don’t even know how to describe what I’m feeling anymore. It’s not just sadness it’s this deep, constant exhaustion, like I’m dragging myself through life without a reason. I’ve fought so hard, for so long (since a very young age) but it never really gets better.

I wake up and everything feels heavy. I go to sleep hoping maybe I won’t wake up at all. The worst part is, I don’t even have the energy to care anymore. I’m just here. Existing. And I don’t know how much longer I can keep doing that.