I feel like the path I’m on will inevitably lead to suicide.

1. No friends. Never had a girlfriend or sex. Don’t see any of that ever changing. I’m miserable pretty much all the time. I get why people don’t like me or wanna be around me.

Done nearly every treatment with no results. Not expecting the next one to work. Why would it?

Planning on killing myself before I turn 40 so I don’t have to live with the shame of being a 40 year old who’s never had a relationship or sex.