When you were pre-T, did you worry about regretting your transition?

I am pre-T, sometimes I worry about regretting my transition. I get tempted to grow my hair out and try to be a girl again just to check for sure this is what I want, I struggle to trust myself.

But most of the time I am very excited about the changes that come with T, and I get dysphoria. I also just spent Christmas with my in-laws and got misgendered everyday and referred to as a girl the entire time which did not feel good at all, which is telling.

Did anyone else have those feelings? And how did it go once you started taking T? Did they go away or do you manage them? Are they just intrusive thoughts?

Edit: just wanted to say thank you to everyone who commented and shared there feelings / stories. You have no idea how helpful it’s been and I feel I have more clarity. It’s also nice knowing you’re not the only one who’s felt like this.