Anyone who regret their chosen name?

I went through my legally name changing but was unsure about my chosen name. I had to decide it, because i hated it so damn much to out myself because of my ID. But now i found a better name, a perfect name for me. And i don‘t think i‘m able to change it again. I‘m from Germany and the name changing laws are really really tough here. You need more of a reason than i don‘t like it anymore. What should i do? I think i‘m cooked. Please anyone help me :( anyone here who was in such a same situation? Thank You all for reading this.