Wanted to say this about what I go through nowadays

How lucky are those people who found love, they have time of their partners and can spend time with them as well but some are those who never found love.

Im in a good profession and earn well, but I don't have courage to talk to people. I have developed social anxiety and now I'm 25 never even had been in much crowded places. My life was like in the past 8 yrs i have always tried to run away from crowded areas, for me even saying a normal hi is difficult. But i crave for that love, i see people are getting into relationships so easy and here I'm entirely opposite. This thought eats me up daily, everytime I feel a void is there, I'm not content I did put all my efforts to study in early years but i cannot find anyone.

Even after doing all this happiness seems to be missing, i would again say lucky are those who found love, pls don't cheat, you are someone who means world to your partner. For me i don't have any partner and lost hopes as well.

Just wanted to vent this out, will continue writing more posts, it's good to share this here as i cannot in real life.