Disappointed and exhausted

I was banned 10 months ago from the main sub for expressing my distaste with how Ethan handled the Aaron Bushnell story. I'm still a fan of the podcast, and there's a ton of discussions about the show I'd like to join in on that I'm not allowed to because I'm permabanned. I appealed again, and got my comment recited back to me (I know what I said, but okay), and then "Fuck off hater" I have given $100s of dollars to these people via membership, donos, and teddy fresh purchases, so to be reduced to "Fuck off hater" because I disagreed with Ethan is honestly insane to me. I don't really feel comfortable ever giving them my money again if they just spit at me for being uncomfortable with the way a sensitive topic was discussed.

I'm really just seeking fans who feel similarly. I'm not even a Hasan head like that. I have been a fan of him too in the past but his streams are just a bit much for me. Who is the moderator of the reddit that they act like this? I'm just about to to withdraw from h3 entirely sadly, since I've been kicked out of it for expressing my distaste with the way Ethan reacted to something. It's really unfortunate to me, because it is a comfort show for me, and I really enjoy the crew and the goofs and gaffs. I just don't feel welcome anymore, and it hurts, because I've made friends through this community and really have enjoyed being a fan for 4 years now. I don't even think Ethan is a bad guy. I literally just disagree with the way he's handled some of these topics. Is that a crime?

I was banned 10 months ago from the main sub for expressing my distaste with how Ethan handled the Aaron Bushnell story. I'm still a fan of the podcast, and there's a ton of discussions about the show I'd like to join in on that I'm not allowed to because I'm permabanned. I appealed again, and got my comment recited back to me (I know what I said, but okay), and then "Fuck off hater" I have given $100s of dollars to these people via membership, donos, and teddy fresh purchases, so to be reduced to "Fuck off hater" because I disagreed with Ethan is honestly insane to me. I don't really feel comfortable ever giving them my money again if they just spit at me for being uncomfortable with the way a sensitive topic was discussed.

I'm really just seeking fans who feel similarly. I'm not even a Hasan head like that. I have been a fan of him too in the past but his streams are just a bit much for me. Who is the moderator of the reddit that they act like this? I'm just about to to withdraw from h3 entirely sadly, since I've been kicked out of it for expressing my distaste with the way Ethan reacted to something. It's really unfortunate to me, because it is a comfort show for me, and I really enjoy the crew and the goofs and gaffs. I just don't feel welcome anymore, and it hurts, because I've made friends through this community and really have enjoyed being a fan for 4 years now. I don't even think Ethan is a bad guy. I literally just disagree with the way he's handled some of these topics. Is that a crime?