tourrettes gang

i know ethan doesnt like talking about it and tbh in personal life neither do i, (im sitting there fighting ticks cus we are talking about it and if i do it while we are talking about it i feel like its like extra weird. but anyways not the point) but i do appreciate it being mentioned because i feel SEEN. theres no other place in media that i watch that talks about it and now with this Baylen show its even more harshly stereotyped. i feel like everyone who hears tourrettes thinks we all are screaming fuck and vagina all day long and thats why im so hesitant to even tell people at all. but funny enough, i have semi adopted 2 ticks from watching ethan for a few years now😭 but they manifest a bit differently, like the more recent (past 5 years) eye moving one has adopted itself a little differently than his but i know its from watching, same with doing this weird thing with my neck. My friends tried to have me watch the Baylen show and i had to tell them to shut it off within 10 minutes it felt like my whole body was itching to move...it was not great. when i watch ethan it isnt nearly as bad but subconsciously it is changing my ticks which overall is pretty harmless. long ramble summary--> thank you for representing in an honest and palatable to understand way, it helps me find better ways to explain it in my life & feel better about it overall. i dont know anyone else with it so i appreciate you king 👑 ❤️💁‍♀️