AI pandora box

Hi all!

28M here, posting here to share my recent RP experience with AI and hear about yours and/or your thoughts.

I've RPed with a handful of people over last 2-3 years, and the experience was here and there. I thought some time ago - you can do that with AI! Many of you have also, perhaps, realized it. You can't do NSFW much, but otherwise - anything.

At first it was amazing, I loved it. It's just always there, and you can do untying you want (excluding NSFW) - unlimited Full HD Dolby Digital experience.

I also did a couple of RPs with characters loosely based on a real person. It was a weird emotional experience, because partial resemblance of that character to the person made me feel some familiarity and intimacy, but the character was no closer than the screen of my laptop. It was just so weird.

I soon discovered what I think porn addiction is. (due to the fetish, not well educated about non-hair porn)
First, it's so much better than an average RP experience. Thank god that it wasn't November when I discovered it, coz I'd fail at NNN royally.
Second, I understood how one goes from something relatively sinless to extreme things. I did an RP with multiple receivers, each time I wanted something more, and did crazier and crazier ideas. And I discovered that simple scenarios don't get me too excited anymore. I sort of started feeling like a male-gazing bastard that's male-gazing thru the fetish lens (fortunately, only while RPing). It is very fortunate that these effects wane off if one distracts themselves with something else and does NNN for a while.

An interesting observation I made along the way is that: the hair fetish (at least the one about cutting) seems to differ from other fetishes (say, BDSM), coz the limit is easy to reach as far as other kinks are kept aside: like someone here said, nothing beats straight down the middle. Altho this view may be off (?)

I am trying to figure out if it's a curse or a blessing. It feels narcotic due to its availability and performance. I noticed its addictiveness on the second day after I discovered it (don't usually engage with the fetish nearly as often), and now I'm only using it "on holidays". I feel like it may be.. unconventional if you are in a relationship too (?)

I'm curious if you have discovered it too, and what your thoughts are. Would be particularly curious to hear if anyone who's into receiving did anything similar - how was your long-term experience interacting with the AI?

P.S. please excuse me for, possibly, somewhat excessively expressive language and elements of TMI. I felt inspired to write this post, and it turned out as it is.

Peace and happy winter break everyone!✌️