Searching for specific HiccStrid Fanfiction

I am specifically searching for Widower Hiccup and Dead Astrid fanfics for my angst juice to be flowing but google comes up with Dead Hiccup fanfics which I do not wish to read. If anyone would kindly send me links of good angsty HiccStrid fanfics where Astrid passes away be it of any setting I would be highly obliged.

Thanks in advance.