I am hopeless and lost

Im 16, i went through the quarantine when i was 12. I miss it. I have so much to do now, i have to study and decide what i am going to do in university. I have so many interests and so many things that i want to experience but this world is just not for me. I dont wanna be poor and unknown, i want to be rich and i want my name to be known but at the same time i cant study or work. I feel so limited by everyone… i dont wanna choose a single major i have a billion things that i wanna do. Life feels so short and limited because i know that i wont experience everything i want in a lifespan and this hurts. Im so stressed out about the future and i feel like a failure already. I miss 2020, i didnt have to think about the future and the minutes did not matter a bit. I didnt have to study. I dont even know what i want for my future how am i supposed to be motivated without a goal. Im just so lost, i know this whole rant feels so complicated but i need guidance so bad. I feel so different from everyone else I dont ever wanna grow up i am so afraid of the future