Ekta Confession, Suggestions needed

Ekta Confession

Amar Engineering pass korechi praye 6 bochor hoye gelo, amar sathe amar ek classmate porto je shei first year theke amake khub pochondo korto, ami tokhon take bisesh patta ditam na karon ami bondhutto noshto korte chaini tokhon ar tokhon hoyto eishob prem them korte karur sathei oto iche chilona amar, ar khub close friend howate ami somehow parini prem korte or sathe. But ajker din e hotat or sathe onekdin por(ek bochor) kotha hoye ar bujhte pari amar oke ekhon khub pochondo, or sathe kotha bole bujhte pari or amar jonno ekhono feelings ache, janina egonor uchit kina karon bondhutto noshto hoye jawar bhoye amar ekhono ache ar o khub bhalo manush ekjon. Ektu confused achi ki kora uchit , jodi keo kichu suggestion den khub kritoggo bodh korbo. 🙏