An awakening is such a beautiful experience.

Growing up, I tried so hard to better myself. Just a constant cycle of frustration of my disabilities. Followed by resentment in myself for ultimately failing my impossible standards. Over time, this constant cycle deteriorated my mental health that eventually led to my severe panic disorders. I was in this downward spiral for almost 20 years. Then came Kundalini.

In a matter of just 2 years, my perception of life has completely inverted. I have never been so optimistic; I am magnetically drawn to positivity and love. Like reverse paranoia, I see the universe manifesting to do good for me. I’m happy.

The beauty in going through this experience is seeing my rapid change of thinking. I see why I was in my destructive mindset. And I love myself for withstanding such pain without hurting others.

I of course have much pain to still endure. But I look forward to face adversity as a means of growth. I hope to be able use my experience to guide others and spread love. Love you all so much for the good you do! 😊

Connor