What a funny addiction

One day you are sober for months, then you take a few social hits with your friends, and suddenly you're binge-smoking until you run out of everything and hopefully get through the first few days to quit for hopefully forever. Still, from experience, it could be much less than that.

I wish I could tell myself the same lies I do when I wish to pursue the same high feeling the next day, but on more productive occasions.

why the f* it feels so good smoking that joint, but at the same time it feels great to be sober when you forget about the cravings - if you ever could.