Owners but not Enthusiasts?

I’ve been lurking for a while for the obvious reasons, and one thing I’ve noticed so far is that everyone posting seems not only to be a leftist gun owner, but a leftist gun enthusiast.

I’m just wondering if there’s anybody else out there lurking who doesn’t want a gun, doesn’t really like guns, isn’t excited about guns, but who is simply resigning themselves to the fact that the gun is a useful tool that is becoming increasingly necessary? I don’t see this ever, ever becoming a hobby for me (no judgment if it is for you).

I feel like I’d be much more likely to get my LTC and go to the range if I could go with a group of other lefties who also really didn’t want to be there, but who recognize that doing so is a grim responsibility.