Nothing i’ve created looks good

I’ve been struggling with burn out really bad lately. My favorite thing ever is to draw and create, and I haven’t been able to do such a thing for a while, and it just makes me feel so sad

I recently just created a small wip/work in progress of a new oc/original character, and I showed it to a friend just to receive a “what the fuck is that” and I just felt my heart drop

I really tried my best to create it and I thought that what I did looked good, but I guess not. I struggle with ADHD and I can’t tell if this is a miscommunication or if he was repulsed by what I made, and I feel bad for thinking this way

I haven’t been able to draw or create characters for months now, I’ve only recently created two complete drawings but they looked terrible and disproportional

I really wish he didn’t say that, but I don’t want to hurt his feelings, so I’m choosing to ignore it, I wish I didn’t feel like I had to do this