Struggling with my Numerology Numbers: Why do they say I'm Social but I Feel Like the Worst Communicator?

Hey everyone,

So, I’ve been diving into numerology lately and I decided to check out my numbers. According to what I read, I’m supposed to be this super social, creative, and confident person. But honestly, I don’t feel like that at all… and I need to know if anyone else feels the same way.

Here’s the breakdown of my numbers:

Life Path 3: I'm apparently super creative, with a big imagination. I love to be around people and have a playful energy. But honestly, I feel like I can’t express myself well. I get shy, I struggle to communicate, and I often find myself lost in my own thoughts.

Attitude 1: I’m supposed to be a leader, full of energy, and very self-confident. But in reality, I feel like I’m always second-guessing myself, and sometimes I come off as too impulsive or even selfish.

Expression 9: I’m meant to be this compassionate person who wants to make the world a better place. I get that, and I really do care about helping others. But when it comes to talking about it or connecting with people, I freeze up.

Soul Urge 4: I need stability and love structure, which I totally get. I like to plan things out, be organized, and make sure everything is in order. But... I still struggle with opening up to people and talking to them in a natural way.

Personality 5: I crave freedom, adventure, and change. I’m not someone who likes routines or staying still. But this makes it hard for me to connect with others, especially in social situations where I feel restricted or pressured.

So, here’s my issue: All of these numbers say I should be social, good at talking, and comfortable with expressing myself. But I don’t feel like that at all. I get nervous when I talk, I stutter, and I feel like my stories are super boring. I’m really introverted, and I don’t know how to interact with people most of the time. It’s frustrating because everything I read says I should be different.

Has anyone else had a similar experience with their numerology numbers? Can someone explain why my numbers don’t seem to match how I feel? Any advice on how to balance this out?

(I asked Chat Gpt to write it to me, snow u can see how much I can't express myself)