ive never been pretty.

i (17f) dont think ive ever been pretty. i dont get compliments. in college, during group activities, no one offers to work with me. i havent had friends since middle school. im practically invisible to this world and its really really disheartening because i try my best to be presentable. i dress well, have a regular skincare routine, practice good hygeine, etc.

i know im kind and good-natured. im too generous with people and often get treated as a doormat. i just wish people would give me a chance. i wish people were kind. im so tired of this. all ive ever really wanted is to be liked.