Entering vacation mode with my boyfriend

My boyfriend and I have been together for a about 3 1/2 years, and this is the first time we’ve gone on a true vacation. This is also the first time I’ve really been on a vacation in years.

When we first met, I had a lot of shit I was going through, and continued to go through for most of our relationship. It’s only been about a year where things have been ‘normal’. I lost my dad, then my little brother. I used most of my vacation to either take care of my dad’s affairs, or to help take care of my brother in his last moments. This amazing, kind man has been by me from the jump, holding my hand. He’s been such a rock. Not only with my grief but with pushing me to get out of my shit job and go for something that I love. I can only hope that I will be this person for him one day. I love him so much, and thank the universe every day that it brought us together.

Right now, we’re just watching tv, and preparing for our vacation. I’m so excited to get out of town for a week with him. God, I can’t wait to marry him.

Thank you for reading.