I feel like this just wrecks my self esteem sometimes

For those of you who don’t fall under the umbrella of being traditionally attractive, ie. being bigger or a bit older or whatever else that doesn’t make you look like a super model, how in the hell do you keep your motivation and your confidence when you can see all these other beautiful people around you succeed yet you’re struggling? I don’t believe I’m ugly by any means, but I am a faceless chubby creator in my late 30s so obviously I won’t have the same success as a nineteen year old girl with an hourglass figure who actually shows her face, and that’s okay, but I was hoping I could at least get a couple bills paid with this and it’s not looking like that’s gonna happen and it’s just disheartening because of how much work I’ve put into this.

I advertise on multiple platforms and just simply don’t get the responses I’ve seen others get, hell I’ve been doing a lot of sales lately and it’s STILL a struggle to sell content, and at this point I’m wondering if I should just rebrand. I lean heavily towards being submissive/a “good girl”, and I’m into the whole Daddy dom thing (not ddlg though) and quite frankly I’m probably too old for it despite that being what I prefer irl, but man the thought of redoing all my content just to fit into some subset of the MILF niche makes me feel overwhelmed because it’d be like starting over, and then all my other content becomes basically worthless bc it would probably clash too badly with my new image. Like I could do the Mommy Dom thing, like very easily, but yeah… if I do that, then everything I did before would feel like a waste since I wouldn’t be able to use it.

I guess I’m just looking for advice or encouragement or both, an idea of what direction I should go in or if I should just stick my niche out but take a break so my burnout doesn’t get worse 😅 Either way I’d appreciate the input.