I got sick and it sucks

Simply the title, I got the flu 4 days ago and only recently got better like, no fevers anymore. When I got back in to mania I noticed my stamina was basically none existent. I couldn't do simple 4.5* jump/handstreams for 10 seconds without my wrist and forearms getting sore and burning up. Which I could do casually without even looking before I got the flu.

I've taken 1-2 weeks breaks before so its not like this never happened before but, i tell you this is DIFFERENT than usual. When I take long breaks mostly due to school and come back, my acc and stamina actually got better, and on the worse side, yeah, my acc goes down like 3-5% but NEVER my stamina.

I know you're probably thinking "just play more, it'll come back eventually" yeah I know but still. I cannot tell you how much my stamina has taken a toll. It's like I was swapped with a complete beginner's body, still easily able to read the notes but my fingers JUST WONT COMPLY and even if they do, it'll only be for a short burst of notes before completely giving up and my acc tanks.

I know, I know I just need to play more, and gain my stamina back, but it's just so demotivating especially since I was hoping I could breach the 6* barrier and able to pass a map by the end of the year, but it looks like it'll have to be next year i guess.

Here's my acc btw, I just wanted to rant: https://osu.ppy.sh/users/33915650