I think I’m done with Poppers..

Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy them and I’m going to miss them. Also I have to consider I’ve given things up before only to come back later. But I’m starting to think they aren’t worth it.

I’m a solo user when I’m either jerking off or using some toys on myself. When I begin to huff I really go for it until I’m pretty fucked up. Maybe that’s the addictive personality side of me.

But recently I’ve been second guessing myself when I reach for them. Firstly I wonder exactly what damage it’s doing to me. I’m concerned that I’m doing gradual damage to my lungs and losing thousands of brain cells each time I inhale, hold and then release.

They always kill my erection so I can’t use them and stay hard. I have to use silicon rings wrapped everywhere to keep myself semi hard if I want to jerk off with them.

Can’t use them with viagra for safety reasons

Lastly is all the fucking popper burns I get. When I first started I was less careful and I lived with it. But nowadays I’m really careful about wiping the bottle before hand, but it only takes a little spill and then you are dealing with a week of crusty painful scabbing around the nose. When you think about it, Popper technology has hardly advanced much has it. I know you can get the screw on, 3d printed inhaler tubes but I just keep reading reviews saying they aren’t that great and don’t last long. Maybe it’s time for a new design of bottle. Ideas?

I’m thinking that a long, slow lubed up jerk off session is more enjoyable, and if I’m indulging in ass play I should be focusing more on the relaxation rather than reaching for and then fumbling with the little brown bottle.

Like I said, I type out my sermon and then about a month later I might find myself reneging and ordering more, but I think this might be it.

Anyone feel similar?