i just need reassurance

i’ve had my puppy two weeks, and i’m…..so drained.

he’s been a lot. temper tantrums, demand barking, dealing with giardia (and having a reaction to panacur). it’s gotten to the point where every day i wake up so anxious i feel like i’m on the verge of tears.

he can be sweet, but i feel like most of the time i’m just praying he will fall asleep (he’s 11 weeks). he’s curious and vivacious and i truly am hopeful he will grow up into an amazing dog, but i spend every time panicked that he’s going to become reactive, or his puppy tantrums are a sign he’s evil/neurologically broken.

i just need to hear other people’s success stories that it eventually ended up okay.