22f my parents have single-handedly ruined my life

i lived with my father up until about 4 years ago, when my epileptic step mother with anger issues got in my face after my dad had lied and caused an argument, i put my fingertips on her shoulders to guide her away from me. that wound me up with a domestic violence charge, so i stayed with my mother in her late parents house with her now ex abusive boyfriend for two months.

the house sold for around 1 million dollars, my uncle got all of it. the 2 months with her bf were probably the most traumatic given the fact he had multiple attempted murder charges and drank on top of xanax everyday. i convinced my mom to leave him and get us out of there, so we did.

we were living off her grandparents inheritance in a different house we were renting. about 3 months into living there, my mother got sick with two types of cancer. she was in and out of surgery, going through chemo for about a year. my mom got addicted to oxy’s and gabapentin after that. she started buying them off of this crooked nurse she knew through her ex boyfriend. i found this out when i signed my mom up for rocket money because she had too many subscriptions. she was sending hundreds of dollars every day. i brought this up and after about a year and a half of her lying straight to my face, she finally admitted it and said they were threatening us and she had to send them the money.

she sent them every fucking cent she had, all of her inheritance, including mine. i was supposed to get 25k and now it’s to some crooked bitch. we had to move out of the house we were renting into a low income apartment. i spent all my savings to get us moved here since we had a lot of stuff and our apartment is on the top floor.

now, at this point in time, we’ve struggled to pay rent every month. usually it’s taken a months worth of all my hard earned money to pay rent. my mom is sick again and in the hospital. her/our car got repoed so i’ve been lyfting to work. rents late fees and attorney fees were charged to our account and now i’ll have an eviction on my record even though im the only one whose been able to pay rent.

this shit just isn’t fair. i’m doing everything i’m supposed to and keep getting dragged down to rock bottom over and over. i don’t know where im gonna stay, and i feel like a worthless loser piece of shit girl who was never given the chance. i’m so jaded and mean at 22. i could’ve been someone. left out a ton of details, they just emphasize how fucked everything actually is.

edit: had actually saved my money to meet my long distance boyfriend. after i had to spend it all, there was no hope for the future and we broke up.