I am so burnt out by job searching.

UPDATE:

Thank you for the encouragement. I was really in a hole for a while and my husband was trying his best to be supportive. I lucked out and got an offer as a collections agent and while it isn't the most rewarding job, the atmosphere of the work is wonderful and I'm compensated well. I just was stuck for a while and was starting to feel down on myself. Thank you guys for the encouragement and the advice I really appreciate it!!

This is just a vent post. I'm sure others feel the same, but I am really just feeling anger and discouragement lately.

I don't have that impressive of a background. I am still in college right about to get my associate's degree and transfer to a 4-year institute. I've been an admin assistant, a receptionist, and an office manager with a few years of experience in Quickbooks, MS Office, etc. and I took some time off when my father passed away and just buckled down into school instead where I excelled. I have a 4.0GPA. I'm on the President's Honor Roll because I haven't gotten anything less than an A in any of my classes in the past 2 years. I'm in an international honor society because of my grades. I even have recruiters from awesome schools like Virginia Tech reaching out to me for my transfer. This isn't to just brag, but I'm smart and my resume reflects that.

I am ready to start splitting my time between work and school. I am almost 30, I have a spouse and a family and I can't just do school anymore, I have to bring in money. I have applied to almost 30 jobs in the past 2 weeks all with matching qualifications. I heard back from 2. One I interviewed with in person and thought the interview went great. She didn't even dignify me with a rejection. I called to follow up and someone she did hire answered the phone and said "Oh, she actually stepped out." As if I was a bad Tinder date trying to call her up. The other company I interviewed with over zoom which they listed as a covid precaution was located in my city, I interviewed with them and got an offer. The day before I start they tell me the location I'm working in is 40 minutes away from me and I'm unable to do that so I had to pass on it.

I scored expert in almost all my assessments, except for the stupid personality assessment. I'm a detailed person who likes structure and routine. I followed the advice to answer honestly and I guess being reliable and detail-oriented is not what admin assistant employers are looking for. I am so tired of this. I know I'm not built for service-related jobs because of the few sales/service jobs I've had, I've cried when people have called in to be angry and I feel like I have to put myself through it again even though my last two jobs were awesome roles I excelled in. My wonderful husband is supportive and tells me I don't need a job, I can focus on school but I want us to be set up for our savings and have extra money to do nice things and not just live paycheck to paycheck on our bills with his sole income. I'm sorry for the long post, I just needed to get this out there and hope maybe others are feeling this burnout as well. How do I get employed? What am I doing wrong?