I was raped by my bf

I’m 19 as of recently and a couple weeks ago I was dating my now ex and we had talked about how I was not ok with being touched in my sleep and he seemed to understand and acted like he respected that but he didn’t he kept doing it and had sex with me in my sleep and I tried to rationalize with myself that maybe he didn’t know sex with someone who isn’t awake or is unconscious is rape maybe not in every state or country but in my state it is clearly stated and worded that if the person is asleep it’s rape so I explained to him that it was something I wasn’t ok with and made me uncomfortable and was painful and for a few days nothing happened he touched me a little bit but that was it and I should mention he didn’t know I remembered him doing anything he thought I was asleep the whole time but I would wake up and freeze. But then on the 13th of December at four am he raped me he didn’t know I woke up and I froze I didn’t know what to do I’m bad at confrontation and what would I do I was completely naked and his brother was asleep in the same room so I laid there and pretended to be asleep I was scared and in the moment trying to think about what to do later I knew I’d have to leave him I knew I’d have to explain why we broke up. It’s weird to me that I’ve never thought directly about how it effects me in the moment just what other people would feel or think. I didn’t want his family to hate him or maybe they’d never believe me anyway I didn’t want to hurt him. I remember when he was done feeling him grab something maybe a shirt or something I just know it was fabric and wiping his mess up off me because he knew I’d know if he didn’t. I laidback down and fell asleep and woke up four hours later and called my brother and he came and got me he doesn’t know what happened. My bf now ex didn’t wake up till early afternoon around 2pm when he did he texted me and didn’t ask why I left or why I didn’t wake him up to take me home but wanted to know if I had his vape and I said no he said he would have taken me home and I guess he thought I was mad and he tried to call me and I ignored it and said I didn’t want to call. I told him I know what he did and he played dumb I told him I remembered I knew what he did I told him I said no and he didn’t listen and tried saying he only touched me and I called him out he said “I’m in trouble” like he was 5 and caught sneaking candy. I have all the screenshots of this conversation too.