Honestly wishing that I was born as a girl

I’m Layla pre-HRT trans girl

My bottom dysphoria is getting worse the same as for my gender dysphoria.

Idk which countries I’m safe to go to if I ever need to find a way to preserve my fertility to have kids and I’m still keeping track of countries that are innovating in the 3D printing of your own female reproductive system by your own genes.

Everything just feels like shit and quite possibly I might have to wait until 4 years (for 2 years is my NS and my 1 year in degree course)

Idk what to do tbh i can’t let my dad figure it out