At which point is it spiritual psychosis?

Okay so this isn't really about shifting but I've started becoming more spiritual on my shifting journey so I'm asking it here. But recently I realised some od my beliefs were questionable. For example that I'm a God, that I'm the only awareness on this world and I started treating people as if they're not real like just robots. (I haven't done anything illegal or treated them badly I just stopped seeing them as people). And I started to think that schizophrenia or psychosis is just made up and that those people just have access to the spiritual world.

Also I'm on antipsychotics but I always kept lowering my dose because I thought I didn't need it and still do that and I'm sure they're just trying to prevent me from finding out about the truth of the universe.

So I really don't know what to believe how can I still believe in shifting and not become psychotic in the process? I wanna shift already so I don't have those problems anymore tbh it's overwhelming.

Should I talk to my psychiatrist about this? Should I continue shifting while having those thoughts?