Depressed after shrooms? Its been a week.
I'm really looking for some advice because I'm not sure if it was the shrooms or if its normal? I took an eighth about a week ago. I had a small dose in some chocolate about 6 months ago but that was the only time before. This time I had a pretty bad time. The reason I'm asking is because most people seem to feel so positive after taking shrooms and I did as well the first time I tried any.
During my trip, I had kept thinking about a trip to the hospital I had when I was about 15, it was for an overdose and my depression. I eventually couldn't think properly and couldn't remember the basic things. I felt scared the entire night and kept asking my boyfriend if I was going to be okay. It was irrational looking back but at the time I was just so so scared
I had bad depression growing up but did a lot of work to help myself and have felt amazingly better for about 2 years now. However, this past week has been awful, its hard to feel any emotions and when I do, its just sadness. I feel like all the work and progress has been undone and I'm back to how I was feeling when I was younger. My boyfriend who is pretty experienced with psychedelics says its unlikely to be the shrooms but it only started during/after my trip? Could it be the shrooms or just bad timing? and if it is, will this ever go away naturally?