what do you do with yourself when genuinely nice people don't like you?
it's easy to brush it off when shitty people don't like you
But when nice people don't? There's something wrong with you.
There are many people who I used to be friends with but then cut me off in 9th grade. I'm in 11th grade now and they still don't want to associate with me. Sure some of those people were fake, but some were genuinely nice people.
I've been trying to fix myself for the past 2 and a half years of high school. I've definitely made progress on some things, but to this day I still don't know what exactly ticked them off. I was never a bad person. Maybe a little odd, and maybe I rubbed people the wrong way, but I was never an asshole. I've always tried to be kind. And it hurts when people just don't appreciate it.
Even assholes have their fellow asshole friends. I can't figure out what's wrong with me. None of the few close friends I have can figure it out either. They don't understand why I'm so universally disliked by the ppl in my school.
Its easy to say "oh highschool/highschoolers suck" and "you'll be done in a year" and yeah I know I will but I feel like this is something I need to figure out before then.
I really really really hope I'm not one of those people where ppl think "huh she's so nice I wonder why she doesn't have friends" then "oh that's why" and drop out of my life with no explanation
I have met someone like that before but I don't think I have issues like that? I did end up explaining to them but idt they listened to me.