I just hate the world today

I'm just venting here and don't necessarily need advice because I already know what I should and shouldn't be doing.

My husband is only responsible for one thing and that is grocery shopping. That is his one bill while I pay for everything else.

DH asked me last night if I could grocery shop today so of course I go. I wake up pissed off at the world because I literally have no help at all with anything.

Everyone at the store was rude.

I had $200 that I got for christmas that I wanted to use to get my hair done because it's literally the only thing I do for myself and I haven't even had the money to do that for almost a year and of course groceries were $194.

I leave the store and while backing out of my parking spot I turn my front end of my vehicle right into a pole, like an idiot.

SS failed a drug test at school yesterday.

SD just text me that she got the job (which I knew nothing about because, ya know, I'm just step mom and am the last to know anything).

I need to pick up an overtime shift at work but I'm managing one day off a week as it is.

I'm just exhausted, mentally and physically. So for now I will sit in the kitchen, cry for a minute, get up and brush myself off and try again tomorrow, hopefully without hitting a pole.

Edit: wanted to add that that I just walked into the laundry room, which I caught up on yesterday, and of course it's full again because SD finally cleaned her room. Its just now noon and I'm ready to get back into bed and start over.