Last minute panic

My bisalp is scheduled for tomorrow morning, and now that it feels real I’ve started really panicking about it.

I have no fear of regret or changing my mind about kids, by far my biggest fear is being in a traumatizing about of pain. I’ve honestly not experienced that many painful things in my life, so I don’t know if I’ll have a good pain tolerance. I’ve read so many stories here of it going great for some people, but horribly for others, and I don’t know how to stop freaking out about it.

UPDATE:

I made it! I cried many times while waiting at the hospital, but I did it and so far I’ve had minimal pain, just soreness. Everyone’s responses were so helpful, I love this subreddit.