I have built my home around drinking

I am a 45 year old female. Doing ok financially, no kids and work from home. Moved into a new house 5 years ago. Set it up for my comfort. I'm on day two today and realizing that everything in my home is a giant trigger and places where I drink: firepit, deck, hot tub, tv lounge etc. We are far away from any major city so there's not much to do here and most neighbors party on the weekends especially in the summer. I have sunken into this routine where I work during the day and early afternoons I start drinking. In the summer I'm watching the sunset and drinking. In the winter I'm in the hot tub drinking. I am realizing that I have not created a home, but a giant drinking lounge!

I have been facilitating a space for my addiction to continue existing. And every time I've indulged in things that make me happy I've been drinking, which has reinforced my addiction. That makes me feel sad and scared. I don't have any family aside from my husband, so I spend a lot of time alone. Taking away alcohol leaves a lot of hours in the day unfilled. I am trying to figure out how to change this. I do have a gym space. I have a dog and a cat. But aside from those things and work, my biggest hobby has been drinking copious amounts of wine. How can I change this toxic habit into a healthy life? I feel like my life is so empty and meaningless. This was hard to write and admit to myself and others. Thanks for reading. ❤️