Reflecting on my boozy past

I was a drunk who always drank alone. I would get a large bottle of cider or bottle of wine every day from the liquor store and drink it from the bottle in my bed. Sometimes I would even order in another bottle if one wasn't enough. I would sometimes vomit, sometimes say things that I shouldnt say. Sometimes even cook under the influence.

I used to keep the growing pile of bottles under my desk in my room, hiding them so no one would suspect I had a problem. I must have spent thousands.

All of that is a memory now. I am turning it around. 11 days now.