i’m never taking a long break again.

i posted before how i took a break for a few months to grieve the loss of someone close to me, and while i probably needed that time, it also was so detrimental to my anxiety and work.

i thought taking that time would help my mental health, but if anything, i look back and really just isolated myself to the point where now i feel the amount of anxiety i felt when i first started and knew nothing about the club/dancing.

i know i’ll snap out of it (and after a few tequila shots, i’m good, even though i know that’s not something to be proud of lol) but ugh 😩 lesson learned that i’m not the kind of person who can take even more than a week off cus i’ll just slip back into being a recluse who suddenly forgets how to be a member of society lmao.