This lifestyle isn’t for the weak

Jumping into the bowl seems very straightforward until you’re actually in the thick of it

I’m a relatively inexperienced SD and recently I met a SB that was interested in building something with me. The chemistry was unbelievable, like nothing I’d ever experienced! And she was/is drop dread GORGEOUS. Unfortunately, while talking one day, there was an apparent miscommunication which turned into an argument that soured what we had. I think after that moment we were both hurt and ultimately she decided it was best not to continue talking to one another.

I’m sure I’m not the only one, but at times it can be so hard to compartmentalize these types of “relationships”. Hopeless romantics cant help but imagine the best and get their hopes up. I’ve seen countless stories of SBs getting promised the world only to be ghosted and left disheartened, but we’re all human, heartache can happen to anyone.

I don’t know, maybe I’m just inexperienced and naive and even foolish, but I’m embarrassed to say it hurts to see her go