Dreams/nightmare

I had a dream last night that I met the baby I lost in June due to trisomy 13. During my NT scan he was found to have a cleft lip, palate, and Omphalocele. But in my dream, he was perfect, no defects, and had dark curly hair. But I remember looking over and seeing another baby who was suffering and then I woke up.

Has anyone else had dreams like this?

I’m not really sure how to feel. Having a dream about having a perfect baby makes me so sad that I made the wrong choice but then seeing another baby suffer before I woke up makes me think maybe I made the right decision? I want to tell my husband about me having a dream that I met him but I don’t want to make him sad. He’s had such a hard time plus we’ve been trying to get pregnant since August with no luck. Just seeing if anyone else has had dreams similar and what your thoughts are!