Is art therapy a useless intervention for people who majored in art with their own style, illustrators, or designers?

I've loved painting since I was young, and art therapy seemed to be a good resource at the time.

However, I studied how to draw for the entrance exam for about two years to go to an art college, and I no longer have as much freedom at my drawings as I used to. In the entrance exam, 'completion' of a work is the most important thing.

My drawing skills have increased dramatically since I graduated from college. Instead, the pen pressure and the order of drawing have all changed. When I look at the blank paper, I keep drawing the cartoon characters elaborately. Even if I ask they to draw something else, I take the composition or approach it artistically.

Since I was 16, my therapist has been asking me if I'm learning art. My psychiatrist has received about two caricatures from me, and other therapists have asked me, so I have drawn the pictures that more than four therapists in total want.

I always have time to draw when I do psychological tests. But it's hard for me to express my feelings to my heart's content with pictures. I feel embarrassed when I draw unfinished pictures. I'm a little obsessive. So I'm worried if I can infer my mind through pictures.

At first, the therapist try to look at the painting for the purpose of rapport. But they keep turning over dozens of my paintings. Since then, there have been some people who have expected a painting of themselves subtly, and psychological tests constantly reveal that I am a major. I don't know if they see me the way I am.

For your information, I was going to go back to art therapy for 50$. She once gave me clay, pencils, and colored pencils and drew paintings. Originally, she was supposed to analyze me through paintings, but she only received compliments, and the therapist hung up my paintings at her place. That's all.

Have art majors or related professions people experienced the same thing as me here?