Feel like there’s no future

Sorry for the negativity. I’m 20 years old and I just tried to go to a hockey game with my friends. That’s it, with ear plugs. I lasted 10 minutes and had to leave and still got a spike. I played the violin for 10 years and haven’t touched it since this started. I get spikes with any sound above 80 dB. I’m in college, I want to enjoy life, but all I see is this getting worse and me ending it. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to stop the reactivity. I genuinely don’t see a future for myself, I can’t even go to a restaurant without plugs. I go to class and then back to my dorm because it’s quiet. There’s nothing for me. I hope there is a cure someday. Wishing everyone the best, this is an evil condition