Having a toddler is so boring

I know I sound like a horrible parent. I work full time and I’ve gotten to where I dread the weekends. I dread following him around the house and just watching him do the same things over and over. And scream that he wants another pouch even though I’m trying so hard to get him to eat real food and then feeling guilty about letting just eat the damn pouches because I don’t have the energy to try anymore to hear the screeching. The weekends go by so slow and I used to love them but I don’t get to be that person anymore. I don’t have any energy left for him or anybody else. How can these two days at home with him be so incredibly under and overstimulating at the same time? He’s almost 2 and I just keep waiting to enjoy being a mom and I haven’t yet. I’m so tired.