I’m 13 and secretly trans MtF what’s the most discreet female clothing 🥰🏳️‍⚧️🎀

As the title say I’m 13 MtF (secretly) cause I have a homophobic and transphobic family and I want to express myself without being caught and it suck so is there any clothes or even makeup that’s discreet but make me feel less dysphoric 🎀🎀🎀🥰🥰🥰