Feeling numb, anxious, unhappy/ joyless could trt make you feel like this? Anyone relate?

All started in January…been on Trt 10-11 months my levels were always coming back 250-300 on 120 mg a week. switched and left clinic and used underground lab my level just came in at 750… still super bad mood…idk if the Trt can make me feel nothing and joyless… really thinking about coming off completely I feel terrible. I’m 32 I’m overweight but down 60 lbs since January… really thinking about going cold turkey or using HCG and coming off seeing if I feel any better… something important to mention is my level pre Trt was 250-300 but I had severe untreated sleep apnea…now that’s resolved and I use a cpap.

What do you guys think?