Five years ago, did you imagine yourself to be where you are right now? (better? worse?)

Sadly, 10x worse for me. I was one of those top keeners in highschool as most were; friends, goals, dreams....etc. I was happy in my last year of highschool...until uni hit me, parental pressure hit me, the need for financial stability shoved down my throat, uncertainy about what to do with my life, feeling unappreciated, worthless, unsure of myself and my abilities and loneliness hit me. I used to be in one of those mental health awareness teams representing my school and supporting students in my highschool who dealt with depression, suicide...etc. I would have NEVER EVER in my life, ever thought that 5 years down the road, I would be that EXACT student in need of that type of support system and feel all of these pressures in school and life. Ironic isn't it? I now face those same anxious, lonely and sad, and self-esteem issues which I tried helping others in highschool with....