I can have sex now and everything still sucks!!

This win took me so long. I tried so hard but when I succeed a year later and can now have regular sex, my husband doesn’t wanna have sex with me. Apparently the sexless year killed his sex drive.

Honestly it’s so heartbreaking, knowing he slept with so many other women but I’m the girl who broke him.

And it really sucks knowing that I have waited so long dreaming of that dream honeymoon phase when we finally have sex 24/7. This is literally something I’ve dreamt of since I was a teenage girl but I know I’ll never get to have it.

I’m pregnant and never leaving my husband and honestly other than sexual issues he is an excellent husband who stuck by me throughout the whole of the vaginismus recovery.