(28M) Venus-Saturn-Ketu conjunction in 5th house

Hi all,

For some reason my previous posts have been deleted. Auto moderator thinks I’m spamming. I truly am not. Anyways, I have Lord Shukran, lord Shaani, and Ketu all in the fifth house. My fifth house is in Meena. When reading my chart I have searched online and it looks like I will have delay in marriage, or children. I know I had a rough time in school in my childhood, but I have been somewhat of a high achiever in education and work. Lord Shukra is the lord of my seventh house meaning if he is in my fifth house, could that be a delay in my romance due to lord shaani and Ketu? I haven’t had success in the opposite sex, and end up in these unrequited crushes. If my marriage is delayed, I’ll maybe just dedicate myself to STEM then at the age of 45 or 50, maybe I’ll just end it. There’s really no purpose in human life than to reproduce and to continue a legacy, so I won’t have a purpose after this. Anyways wanted some advice before I make big decisions.