I’m scared Ketamine isn’t the weapon I thought it was

I need some hope. At the beginning of this year I was in an utter abyss of depression. I found ketamine and was able to do six IV treatments which changed my life and gave me hope that I finally found a true effective weapon against depression and anxiety. Since the initial six treatments in February, over the past 8 months I have done several boosters.

My job and my boss are incredibly stressful and drown me in the depths of depression and anxiety. I have been looking for a new job, but it takes a long time to find one at my level, and I have so much invested. So I can’t easily just cut and run.

I am trying to do monthly or twice monthly ketamine IV treatments, but they don’t seem to work as much anymore, and it scares me because I finally felt like I had a real weapon against depression when I discovered it earlier this year.

How often should I be getting a ketamine treatment to feel relief from this depression and anxiety I feel from my boss and work? Will I ever get good results again? Or is this just another hopeless wish and Ketamine isn’t the weapon I thought it was?