My parents have improved as I've gotten older, but...
Well fuck—
I've started talking about it out loud
Transcript for college
Feeling bad about my appearance
i need to hug my daddy (TW: SA)
Therapy making things worse before making them... even worse
I feel awful that my parents still take care of me
I don't think I can properly express how much it hurts
i feel so gross about all of this
telling myself i'm just delusional to cope
What jobs can I even do when I have so many issues?
i just want to leave
It feels wrong to say I was sexually abused
Another child part of me
I keep seeing my abuser and it's triggering me so badly
bro really just sent that out of nowhere
I hate the days where I can't stop thinking
I want to talk about it and I want my daddy to hug me (TW: SA)
Why do I get scared thinking about my childhood if my life wasn't in danger?
7 years of therapy, 7 therapists, & I’m severely retraumatized. My trauma triggered THEM. Who do I seek out who knows what they’re doing?
Even after all the conversations I've had about this...
It's been so, so bad lately
